Another birthday is coming and I seriously need to fire up my passion. Been acting like a robot in quite a while now. I have to have that need to write, to sing , to dance. I miss living! Where had all my creative mojo gone? Hmmm…

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by Bibz Bolong on Sunday, November 28, 2010 at 5:32am

Everyone lives in a their own magical world. I do too.  In my magical world, everything is real and everything is possible. Anything can happen and that’s because I believe in it.

But today, I realized that I have been living like a block of wood.  Plain.  Four-cornered. Dull. Just a block of wood. 

I realized that I have been pretending.

Most people look at me as someone who is “always doing the right thing.”   It’s quite a pressure because I’m not.  The person they see is someone from their own world not mine.  I was attached to that person they told me I was that I started to lose my magic.  

I have asked myself several times, “Am I lonely?”  Now, I finally got a painful and honest answer.  Yes, I am.  

I realized how I pushed myself too hard and began missing out on things.  I began to believe that unicorns don’t exist and lost a few fairies in the process. :(

I’m “just” a block of wood.  Just a block of wood.  What can you do with it?  

But there a thousand of things a block of wood can do.  I can do anything I want with it.  I can make it move, I can throw it in the sky, I can sit on it, I can even make it fly!  Anything is possible because it’s magic!  

I’m not just a block of wood.  I am “THE”  block of wood!

I am a block of wood that can do anything.  The sky is the limit.  I put sane and mental together.  I am unconventional.  I am out of the cube. 

And that’s what I choose to believe.